I’m currently doing body checks to distract myself from eating. (16/07/18)
ugh god. hangover from hell.
recovery-ish?
I’m trying to eat more in calories. around 1200-1500 a day. in doing so I’ll probably be avoiding carbs like the plague except in rare special occasions. I feel safer about that than I would just increasing my intake.
I’ll probably still update this blog at the same rate and I’ll probably relapse eventually, but I realized I wasnt only hurting myself. I was hurting my partners and friends and loved ones. it wasnt until a partner broke down and told me it would make him happy if I ate that i realized this.